my life is so hard :/

so i just wanted to have one of those random, i appreciate you - posts :p

well, travis, i love you so dearly. i dont give a toot about how long we’ve been together, to me it feels like forever. when ever we joke around, it makes me realize what a waste the paste relationships have been because i have never had someone so close. even when you smack my butt, and no matter how bad it hurts, you know im going to turn around and kiss you - or better yet, hit you back. its so great to have someone i can basically live with that i dont want to kill. i love how its just me and you, no one else, and definitely no one butting into our relationship. I dont want us to fall apart, were so strong. if i ever lost you, id be so fucking lost. weird saying that. but really. i’d end up alone sitting on my couch eating ice cream and blue berry bagels, watching adventure time, crying. or playing sims and killing people. what im trying to get at is that, you’re making my life all around better, not just as my boy friend, but as a person. you’re so amazing. so, this is why i appreciate you.